Wake up, Ryhn!

I'm really not interested in all that dating shit anymore. I'll live life as it is and live it for myself! WORK WORK WORK! Earn money, save money and enjoy myself in HCM in July! Wooooooooooooooooooooooots! All these revelations i got, were received from clubbing last night. Seeing my friend breakdown, noticing how its no longer all that much fun anymore. Seeing my fren breakdown really knocked some sense into me. Its not worth getting into a r/s when u end up not being able to let go. Its scary. I'm not gonna club so i can save my money up for better uses..

SO today, i bought a air tix to HCM on a whim just bought my travel insurance. Waiting for the hotel to respond to my email. Gonna head to e library to borrow a guidebook tmr =) I hope its gonna be fun to travel alone. Never tried that before! haha.

Lots of meet ups coming on this week, chit chat w kai ling, dim sum w yanru, SATC n ramen w CYC. I think e SATC and Ramen combo might be a little too ambitious, not positive that its gonna work out. Lol.

Looking forward to my pay this weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! Must save up some of it for HCM and Genting so that i can live like a King for a week. Fancy a king travelling on a budget airline! Lol.

PS: Shorts galore!

Sunday Morning

Sunday mornings with a hangover. I think my life is so screwed up. I'm kind of leading my life in a weird way. I want to do what i want to do but i do it differently. Its like meeting the stereotype halfway. I'm just weird lah..

I'm always attracting the wrong type of prospects. Maybe its because i look that way, so they assume i'm like them. Well, i play, but nothing more. I need to stop being emotional.

Anyways, i'm fucking hungry nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Craving for McDonald's like totally!

I seriously think i'm a computer idiot cause i dont even know how to change my blog song. It doesn't even work now loh. WTH. Can someone be nice and help me please? I really really wanna change it to Christina's "I Am". Fell in love with it the first time i heard it.

PS: Time to go pai pai for a change in luck!

Me, myself & I

If i didnt have to work today, i'd be at Choupinette alone. Spending my day with a book in hand and indulging in all those sinful energy providers (of course). I'm feeling vry down and lonely today, dont know why.. I'm sure its not because of any person. Its just a general feeling. That feeling of emptiness and having no sense of direction. Then again, it might be due to the many chain of events recently tts putting me in a not-so-happy state.. Well, life will work itself out somehow i guess.     P/S: Fate fate fate.. Come to me please =(

Piss you off!

I'm listening to Kelis's new album now, 22nd Century. I'm starting to love dance tracks now. Not like those mm tsk mm tsk ones like Tarzan and Jane. Those are a little over the top. I'm more of a fan of David Guetta's music. I really hope Kelly Rowland decides to go the dance route too, i would definitely buy her album!

Well, my personal life is gg for another turn this time but i've decided to be stronger and not allow myself to be disposable. Wats the use of being bothered by someone who doesn't bother about you right?

Went out with yong di n alrik last night! OMG, i love my trio time. Its just so much more real, intimate and efficient. We can say watever we want, do impromptu stuff and alrik has a car. SHIOKZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX!

I'm now still undecided if i should have only a pint of B&J for lunch or have maggi along with it too =/ Dinner tonight with sis n her bf at Le Bistrot! Free somemore, ROX MAN! Heading off to Zirca with CYC after tt, i think.

PS: I need to be stronger and BAD, like Kelis!