Friends

Everyone needs friends. We keep friends for different purposes. Some make you laugh like a mad bitch, some do the things you love doing too, some help you see deeper into your life.

They serve different purposes in your life and are there for a reason. Otherwise, you wouldn't keep them as friends. Its a I use you, You use me equation. Hopefully an equilibrium.

I'm glad to have all these friends with me through life's mysteries, ups and downs. I hope we can continue making use of each other in beneficial ways. Not that i'm superficial but isn't friendship all about giving each other support? =)

PS: Advice should always be cherished.

Labouring on infertile soil

Imagine you are a farmer, u work really hard in ure field, planting, sowing, ploughing the land everyday for some time. U have a picture of a flourishing harvest in your mind. You know that as long as you work hard enough, the seeds and seedlings will soon grow into beautiful crops that u can admire and bring u some form of profit. Maybe an intangible benefit, a feel good factor. The seedlings are growing well and ure hopes get higher. "My dear crops are gonna reach maturity soon!" Finally, after such a long time of farming, u feel that this might actually be a successful harvest..

In the midst of basking in ure own joy, the seller of the seeds pays u a visit. He informs you that the seeds are defective and he cant guarantee that they will reach maturity. U suddenly feel your heart sink. U feel lost and sick in e stomach. U think to yourself, "Why? Why wasn't i notified earlier? Why am i only notified now? After i've worked so hard in my field and havebeen given all these false hopes!". And then u start thinking,

Should i continue fertilising and watering my dear crops in good hope that they will grow up strong enough to be harvested? afterall the seller did say they still have a chance of flourishing!

Or should i give up on these uncertain seedlings because even if i continue with my efforts, my efforts will come to naught if these seeds are indeed defective and might never ever reach maturity. But i've already developed a strong attachment to these seedlings, after all, i've alrdy been nursing them for a considerable amount of time.

Or should i continue farming these seeds half heartedly while putting the other half of my efforts on a new batch of seeds? But this seems unfair since there's still a chance for the seedlings to mature and imagine how neglected an cheated on the seedlings would feel..

My dear readers, out of these 3 options, which would u choose and why? I dont care if u r a good friend or acquaintance or a total stranger reading this. The farmer needs help.. Please commet on my tagboard. Thank you. Feel free to share other solutions to this problem too.

PS: No, this was not copied from some website. I wrote it.

Befriending a Troll.

Zokie, Ryhn's gg off to Ho Chi Minh tmr! But there's ZERO holiday mood.. Like WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY is this happening? Is it because i have no one to share that excitement with? DAMN. On a side note, thanks to my doting mother and granny, the cost of my trip was magically covered for. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. IKR. Dont be jealous, Heh...

Just done packing my bag, which i am positive is not fuly packed yet! There will definitely be some stuff i left out or whatever. Hate this! I shall continue with the packing tmr =) After much deliberation, i've decided not to bring my lappy along. And i will not be in contact with anyone in SG other than my family just so they know tt i'm alright. THIS IS SO COOL. My main worry now is the hotel room and having to live in it myself. OMG. Gross. As much as i wish they rmbred to upgrade me to e bigger room, i'm also jitterey about the oversized bed and balcony. STRESSED.

I hope i find stuff to do there =/ I mean meals cant take up THAT much of my time.. Otherwise i'll probly take lots and lots of naps! Spruce myself up for NS =D

PS: Crazy woman screaming under my block. Sounds like a duck. Lol.

Insomnia

Ok, being Gemini is driving me crazy. I hate the character of Geminis. Thinking excessively being one of the most detestable traits. Being vulnerable with a tough exterior is another. Somehow our fickleness doesnt materialise in matters of the heart. Life's a bitch. Ryhn can't sleep, he's gonna get massive eye bags tmr. He can't do anything about it. Clarin's eye depuff doesnt help anymore. WTF.

Cant wait to chit chat with Kai ling tmr, hope its as fun as the last time we met. Chatting with Kai ling always makes me feel so comforted. HTHT!

I love drinking tea, although i have no idea how to appreciate tea but that warm soothing aroma and texture diffusing in your mouth and nose is purely orgasmic..

PS: Elastic Love.

Chameleon

I'm feeling so nonchalant today... Cant be bothered bout anything. I just feel like keeping to myself and not talk to anyone. No one and nothing is getting me excited anymore. Damn, is this the cursed life of a vegetarian diet? Everything becomes mellow.

Mind Blog

I think i'm kinda back to blogging =) 2nd post in a day! That hasnt happened in a while.. Suddenly, i'm lost for words again. Hmmm.

Ok, i'm extremely excited for my vietnam trip! Cant wait to live like royalty and do anything i want based on my own decisions =D I hope i make some fun ridiculously sensible decisions to spice up e trip! Then again, i hope i dont get robbed or lose my passport etc etc choy choy choy stuff.... No one is gonna be there to save me man!

Listening to The Carpenters now, Karen's voice is so soothing =) Cant wait to reach home to get some rest, gawd, i hate tmr otherwise known as saturdays.. Busy like a bumblebee.

PS: Do bumblebees make honey?

I said No, No, No.

Just when i thought that everything was gonna be monotonous n flat until 2Aug, something just HAD to pop up to catch me by surprise. I really hate to repeat this vicious cycle but i cant help being sucked into it. My resistance level is as low as a basement carpark. Call me silly, i cant help it. Am i really that desperate to plunge into things so easily? I hope i dont get hit hard again. Cant take e double blow from torturous NS and affairs of e heart. I need more friends to occupy my mind. Dear friends, please ask me out! Thank you! Speaking of which, i'm supposed to plan e next aston's outing w tiff jie, audrey cousin and rachel macik. We're so twisted. Totally. Lol.


Sorted out my breakfast tmr =) Gonna make a call to mummy in the morning to order my breakfast! Beehoon w curry veg n tau foo. I'm gonna be a vegetarian till saturday.. Need to accumulate some good karma! Haha.

PS: If its destined to end, it better end quick. No draggy draggies!

Weary weary tired

I hate it when i wake up early involuntarily. Like i dont understand why i would wake up earlier when i actually slept later the night before. Life sucks. I love whining on my blog cos the blog cant close its ears or act like its not free to listen to me rant. I think everyone with a blog is guilty of tt. So my friends should thank my blog cos its acting as their substitute =) No one in this world would be willing to listen to anyone whine n rant about their life forever. I'm learning to do tt in moderation!

Lost my wallet on Saturday. Damn shitty. Gross! They say u get something back when u lose something (something like karma i guess). That something else i'm gonna get better be awesome!

I really dont like to write in IMMACULATE english on my blog. Life is tedious enough, no point doing proof checking for your own space.

As usual, i'm mentioning randomn points in one single posts. Tts so me. haha.

PS: There's only tt many pple u can trust.