Revelations

I get kinda confused everytime i get revelations. They just strike me so randomly and its so IN-YOUR-FACE. But i think its really time for me to change the way i live, hopefully for the better. Don't even know if i'll really follow through with them. But for now, yes... ...

For now, my friends are the most important! Prioritize Ryhn! PRIORITIZE! There's so much i wanna do before CNY and i shall try to accomplish them =)

Meanwhile, i'm really really tired from drinking so much for the past two days. Lol.

PS: Don't continue with what is wrong.

Gloomy Sunday

Doing my retarded Medic online assignment now.. Seriously waste my time. Like HELLO~~ I'm revocating remember? Why are you still making me take tests and complete assignments. Guess wat, i'm bound to fail the 3 tests coming this week. And i'm pretty sure they'll be pulling me out for remedial which is freaking crappy considering tt i'll be doing barrack orderly duties on Sat. FML. Seriously.

Now i can't even go out and i think the assignment will take forever to complete cos google is just not efficient enough. I need a friend who's a doctor to complete this shit for me now =/

PS: I nearly wanted to post a screen shot of the online assignment but i realised i might get charged for it. Urgh...

SMTI

Oh god oh god, I'm really really missing my hair now.. Damn =/ Can i get it back already? Please... Well, being w/o my crown of glory kinda makes me insecure about everything. Its kinda bad.. Haiz.

For the past month, i've been thinking about getting another Tatt.. FYD was right. Once you get the first one, you can't stop thinking about the second one. Fortunately or Unfortunately, there are a few factors hindering my decision.

I don't have enough money
I'm not sure where to place it
I'm afraid i'll regret it when i'm 50

As some people may know, i've been trying to revocate for the past 2 weeks. But nothing has happened. Damn it. I'm just following the medic course blindly and i'm having a theory test and 2 practical tests next week. Which is kinda deadly since i havnt been paying attention in class neither am i intending to make up for lost time by mugging through my precious weekends. ESPECIALLY since i'm waiting for my revocation. Which means i'd be studying for nothing(well almost). At least i managed to earn myself a CPR cert yesterday. haha.

I'm gonna be stocking up my cupboard in camp with lotsa food =) Then i can skip dinner at SMTI.

Can't decide if i should go clubbing tmr night. Should i stay at home and cut back on my spendings or just go out there and kill myself?

PS: God, work your powers. Please.

Think, what you trying to do to me.

Think think think think think. Nothing to think about. If its not, its not.

JB trip today was awesome. Food galore. Here's the glorious list of food.
1. Charsiew Wanton Roast Duck noodles
2. Baked Char Siew Bun
3. Secret Recipe cake + Long Black
4. Baskin Robbin's pistachio ice cream
5. Kaya balls
6. Awesome hawker meal at Da Ma Hua Yuan (Cereal prawns, stewed sea cucumber, BBQ stingray, Lala, Sambal Kangkong, Orh Jian)
7. Cheng T'ng

Problem is, i'm having a stomachache plus diarrhea now. Haha. Like sis said, the food at Da Ma Hua Yuan is dirty. Bleagh. Message arrived too late. We were back too late too, so i missed my connecting train from Bishan to Paya Lebar. Ended up cabbing home from TPY =/

Can't wait to return to JB soon for more glorious eating escapades. Its like having a rendezvous, so thrilling and refreshing. Haha.

Too bad, couldnt club with Kor for the last time before he MIAs for a year. Damn, that's freaking long! Clubbing's not gonna be the same again =(

PS: Advice has been given. Its my decision and i stand firm to it.

Block Leave

Ok, i havnt blogged in ages! Its finally block leave but time is zooming pass like some hurricane. Damn, i'm not done enjoying my freedom. Its all just begun. My whole week is packed to the brim which was something i did on purpose. Didnt wanna waste any time =)

Monday - Outing with BMT mates, Dinner w Yongdi
Tuesday - Dinner w Macik n Audrey
Wednesday - Bake, Aftn w Kor, Dinner w GFF and BFF
Thursday - Picnic at Botanical Gardens, meet up w Yanru, possibly Ziwei and Audrey.
Friday - Tea w Chee yong, Malacca trip?
Saturday - Malacca?
Sunday - Malacca + set back into reality

Gotta remember to buy a kite and film for my Instax tmr! I'll stab myself to death if i forget.
Very soon i'll be back to the Army, doing things i don't want to do for another 2 yrs before i'm set free. I really really hope i get an awesome job with awesome colleagues otherwise these 2 yrs will be a tough one.

PS: Sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

Vocation School.

WOW, one month has past since my enlistment. Suddenly, i'm not in Tekong anymore, Sembawang camp's my new home for at least 1 more month =( Its so damn far from home man... God bless my next posting for my unit will be near home! My new vocation's gonna be as a medic but i've decided to try to change it during the PC interview. I seriously am not looking forward to needles and bags full of blood =S

Looking back, Tekong days have been a mad rush, Sembawang promises to be far more slack but then again, you never know. The camp's kinda eerie, not really liking it =P But the food seems to be better than in Tekong! Keep up the standards please =D

I'm hoping i get a holiday for hari raya too (long weekend =), although its still my BMT phase... Gonna go on a "Honeymoon part II" with BFF again! Heh... We are such random bitches man! LOL. Craving to go for so many more holidays now, Vietnam, Shanghai, Tokyo are on the top of the list! $$$$$$, come my way!!

I've been eating tonnes of food at every book out. Its kinda getting me worried. Gonna promise myself to eat less in camp from now on, otherwise i wont be able to fit into any of my clothes very soon!

PS: Over again.

Friends

Everyone needs friends. We keep friends for different purposes. Some make you laugh like a mad bitch, some do the things you love doing too, some help you see deeper into your life.

They serve different purposes in your life and are there for a reason. Otherwise, you wouldn't keep them as friends. Its a I use you, You use me equation. Hopefully an equilibrium.

I'm glad to have all these friends with me through life's mysteries, ups and downs. I hope we can continue making use of each other in beneficial ways. Not that i'm superficial but isn't friendship all about giving each other support? =)

PS: Advice should always be cherished.