Messed up

After almost 21 years, i finally found out why (at the urinal) i always have the need to keep different groups of friends. It might have to do with me being a Gemini, the one with an identity crisis. I basically have the need to acknowledge the different sides of me with different groups of people. I can be a sophisticated diner, thrift foodie, cheapo finder, adventure seeker, holiday maker, shopaholic, bimbo, listener, attention seeker, bookworm, clubber, heartless, emotional, cool, joker.

There are too many sides of me that can't really be thrown onto one person or a group of friends. I need diversification.

May is almost over, can't wait for June to be over too! Then it'll be July and the most anticipated part of 2011 will begin for me :)

PS: ASOS sales begins nowwwwwwwwwwwwww!

Self-restraint

Manage to convince myself not to be silly and buy the air tickets to Bali. Actually it would really be kinda retarded to buy tickets for June 2012 when June 2011 isn't even here yet! I'm just a f*cking impulsive shopper. BUT i'm quite certain that i would want to go on a beach or resort holiday alone for my next birthday. Just to kick back and relax :)

Then again, who knows what might happen one year from now?

Sister emailed to say she couldn't find my Longchamp stuffs at both the boutiques she's been too. Like Babarella always says, "This is very dare-verl-stating(devastating)!" :(
Need some divine intervention to lead my dear sister into the god-given direction..

PS: Hi, Yanz!

I need to learn not to trust my gut feelings as much as i would like to.

Beautiful. Immaculate.

Finally got to watching A Single Man. Tom Ford really did an impeccable job at creating this 90min piece of art. Colin Firth never fails to impress me, from this to The King's Speech. Not to mention Nicholas Hoult from Skins. Hey Nat, i want the Skins DVD we bought in Shanghai!

PS: I so need to read the novel.

Chance Encounter

My internet connection is retardedly slow which irritates me alot. I don't when i started becoming so impatient. Not liking this trait at all.
Sometimes, there isn't much I wanna do other than to be outside. I long to be free but i hate being alone. The ironies of life..

Finally settled my cravings for Fish n Co's Garlic Butter Mussels. Kinda disappointed by the weeny mussels but hey, whatever. It's inflation yo! Had a "well-done" chocolate lava cake. Tasted more like a chocolate muffin. Good thing it was half priced. Love Yongdi for his insanely brave impersonation of a wannabe SPG. I thought my china bitch customer impersonation was fun too. Oh, the silly things we do.

I feel so much better whenever i'm around my friends. They are in a way, my life. Social media really helps me ALOT. Otherwise, i'd either be better off dead or feeling miserable all the time.

PS: Birthday parties are a love-hate affair.

KG

New diet pattern

0930h Breakfast

1500h Lunner

NIL Dinner

Lets see if i can keep to this tomorrow. Good luck to me!

Bonheur

Another awesome night out of JUDGING with CYC. Haha. "Don't judge me!"

Can't wait for my birthday! Can't wait for my sis to get back! Can't wait to start my epicurean adventures! Can't wait for my holidays!

PS: Can't wait..