Breezing Feb.

And February breezes by..... Wooooooooooooooooz.
Maybe cos Feb only has 28days? I'm not sure either but i dont rmbr much abt Feb. I wish March would breeze by too, then i'd only hav to do admin work for another 1 and 1/2 weeks before SMU starts :) I really can't appreciate office jobs, well, the people are nice and the work is easy but i dont like the feeling of being watched and staying in only one place for the whole day. I dont think an office job suits me, i'd rather be out there doing stuff. Although i'll still be an "administrative staff" in March, i've a feeling March will be more exciting and life-changing! I don't why. But either way, i'd like it pass quickly, literally like the blink of an eye. *blink blink*
I think i used to be a selfish prick, esp in lower sec. I always wanted things my way, thinking back, i really want to smack myself hard. Now, i always try to be more accomodating esp on small matters but of course i will still insist on certain things and won't give in that easily. Self control is really the key. I've also been learning to be less "xiao qi" and not get offended or angry so easily. I hope i've improved from my younger years, tts the issues of a pampered child. URGH, sometimes i hate myself. I'm so disgusted by my bad personality but at least i realise it and don't live in oblivion. CHANGE is the key :) Oh, there's something else i can't stand about myself! I LOVE to suan pple but i get pissed when pple suan me. I'm seriously such an ass, like why isit that i can suan pple and i dont like it when pple suan me? That is a seriously NEGATIVE personality i gotta change. Lets hope i'll change for the better in March... I wanna be a better man.

PS: Suffering from a cold, i have a running tap fixed on my face. Hi EUGENE EUNICE YELLOW SEA LOTUS! Loves SHITXXX.