I dont know why i choose to believe lies or choose to believe in the impossible. Whichever is it, only god knows. Although i applaud my courage sometimes but such courage can also be fucking silly. Reminds me of Rihanna's song..
In any case, if the opp doesnt care then i shouldnt either. Life sucks but the only way is to suck life back. I hate my ego and how i find it hard to pour my problems out to people when i know i need to. One day i'll go crazy and just die. I'm sure this incident won't kill me but someday, somethign else would. Its gonna be just that way. Don't dabble.
Right now, i just wanna go on a holiday but i obviously can't, since i'm working.. And i need money to live. I just might buy an air tix to vietnam on impulse for July. But that's kind of retarded since by right, i should get over this mini turned huge fiasco by my Birthday. Oh, my birthday better not be a lousy one otherwise my life is really fucked up. MAJOR.
I thank my frens for being there to ask wats happening. I may not tell y'all everything but trust me, i really want to. And knowing tt y'all care enough to ask is good enough for me. LOVES.
PS: I will not let tears cloud my eyes, cos that is defeat in your eyes.
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