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I realise that i am someone without a bestfriend. I always say I have a bestfriend because people always expect everyone to have a bestfriend. So it felt like i would be socially crippled if I said I didnt have one.. Its no ones wrong doing that i dont have a bestfriend to speak of. I'm just a selfish person who only thinks for himself so I myself do not qualify to be someone else's bestfriend. I seldom bend my own wishes to accomodate another person. I'm just a prick. But i do feel that i have many good friends and even close friends who I can speak to freely and do the stuff that I want to do with. Its kind of like a Megazod. I put all the qualities of my good friends together and they turn into ONE bestfriend. It isnt all that bad right?

I guess I havnt met that right friend yet. The one who shares the same interests as me; makes me feel comfortable sharing all my thoughts, feelings and past with.. Someone who wouldnt judge the stupids thoughts and emotions i feel..

PS: After reading this post again, i counted 20 "I"s. Self centred enough?