I really feel like going back to Play again but it feels like its not the right time yet. Something's amiss..

Love having Tea and crap talking :)

PS: Dirty mouth, Salted fish, Mr. Bulimic.

Why do we sometimes not keep friends too close to ourselves?

Because there is bound to be friction.

Hi, VOGUE blog owner :)

xoxo.

969

I realise that i am someone without a bestfriend. I always say I have a bestfriend because people always expect everyone to have a bestfriend. So it felt like i would be socially crippled if I said I didnt have one.. Its no ones wrong doing that i dont have a bestfriend to speak of. I'm just a selfish person who only thinks for himself so I myself do not qualify to be someone else's bestfriend. I seldom bend my own wishes to accomodate another person. I'm just a prick. But i do feel that i have many good friends and even close friends who I can speak to freely and do the stuff that I want to do with. Its kind of like a Megazod. I put all the qualities of my good friends together and they turn into ONE bestfriend. It isnt all that bad right?

I guess I havnt met that right friend yet. The one who shares the same interests as me; makes me feel comfortable sharing all my thoughts, feelings and past with.. Someone who wouldnt judge the stupids thoughts and emotions i feel..

PS: After reading this post again, i counted 20 "I"s. Self centred enough?

Saturdays, a love-hate affair

Saturday is the day NSFs get to act like civilians for an entire day. We can all wake up late and sleep late, no issues at all :) But the bad thing is, tomorrow's the last day for fun and monday's probably shit again. Bleagh!

Went for my long anticipated dim sum buffet again.. Which is still living me filled after 12 hours. I'm not sure if I'm up for another round of gastrointestinal abuse in 10 hours time =/ Well, the strong conquers all! And i believe that I am strong!!
Special thanks to Yanz for accompanying me :) YOU ROCK!
Met up with the marists at night too. Lots of discussions bout plans for new year's eve too... Wonder if things will turn out right. Crap.

Am i really a very picky person? I dont ever seem satisfied with what I get. Somethings wrong with me.

PS: Give me the desires of my heart.

Stay out; Day 1

Hello wello to the first day of stay out! Not a particularly good one since my bus took forever to come and there was a jam on w highway. As usual, FML. I'm not sure if stay out's really my kind of thing since i hate waking up early to travel. And i'm not really a huge fan of staying at home. In any case, i'm gonna try and see which suits me better!

Cant believe its only tues, it feels like thursday already. I'm sure eunice would agree w me.. Cant wait for e weekends! Dim sum at Fullerton again plus Carousel on Sunday. Meet up w 2 frens i havnt seen in some time. One overseas and the other "oversea". Miss them much in any case!

This month, i'll have to learn to budget my expenses.. Lots of things to spend on. My weekends for Dec are almost packed w activities already :0

PS: No more 2230!

First new year's resolution

Well, i'm not really sure if New year resolutions are made before, during or after the new year.. But i had a sudden thought, so i guess i shall place it first on my resolutions list! I WANT TO LEAR TO CYCLE! Most of my close friends already know that i can't cycle. Its not something i'm embarassed about but i musy say that it comes with its own set of inconveniences..

Had another awesome weekend out with my awesome friends :) Baking and cooking with Eunice on friday then a swim and poolside picnic with her and Yanz at the pleasant neighbourhood of Parbury Avenue. Eunice had to take a cable car down to midhill to meet us..
Went home for a nap after that then it was off to town for a meetup with alrik and yongdi! Satisfied my cravings for batter fried fish n chips *GLEE* Headed up to Marmalade Pantry for desserts. OMFG, they have the best cakes i've ever tasted. To think i used to regard them as overrated.. Still a little apprehensive about their main courses though... Had tons of bimbo talk as usal. Ranted all the way from Ion to Cathay Handy Rd and landed at Starbucks. I'm sometimes really amazed at how we can so much to talk about and have so much fun after 8 years together.. Haha.
And right at this moment, i'm waiting for Kailing to grace me with her presence. Late as usual. Heh..

PS: Love meeting up with friends :)

Mid week crisis

Dammit.. Its only tuesday and i'm already damn sian in camp. fml. So so so looking forward to booking out this weekend and doing lots of fun stuff like friday kitchen madness w bff, dinner w sec sch besties, meeting kai ling for our monthly updates :)

I'm trying my best to save up but its so against my normal doings.. Its almost impossible! Meanwhile, i'm really craving for e dim sums i had at Fullerton. The awesome cheese balls, abalone siew mai. OMG. ORGASMIC. Supremely looking forward to the sunday brunch buffet at mezza9 and hopefully Melt's sunday brunch too! If jijie's still interested when she returns.. All these $$$$$.

PS: What happened to the blink of an eye?

What happens when Ryhn decides not to club anymore

Had an awesome lunch at Jade Fullerton today. It was epic Dim Sum! Couldnt stop raving about it. Everyone should go there, seriously! Reasonable prices for the quality of food and location too. I mean c'mon, its Fullerton, 6 stars. HELLO..

Next up would be Aron's Birthday Brunch. Well, that guy's known for his lavishness on food and frequent first class flights. Totally dig them, but everyone's born different (aka life sucks). Thats besides the point anyways, haha. Well, we're gonna have a Champagne brunch buffet, never had one before. FUN!

I'm totally craving for Hokkien Mee now, but i'm too lazy and weight conscious to go get them from 85 market. Bleagh..... ...... .....

I realise its kinda fun to be bored too. Played with my shades and glasses just now and took stupid pics.

PS:

Revelations

I get kinda confused everytime i get revelations. They just strike me so randomly and its so IN-YOUR-FACE. But i think its really time for me to change the way i live, hopefully for the better. Don't even know if i'll really follow through with them. But for now, yes... ...

For now, my friends are the most important! Prioritize Ryhn! PRIORITIZE! There's so much i wanna do before CNY and i shall try to accomplish them =)

Meanwhile, i'm really really tired from drinking so much for the past two days. Lol.

PS: Don't continue with what is wrong.

Gloomy Sunday

Doing my retarded Medic online assignment now.. Seriously waste my time. Like HELLO~~ I'm revocating remember? Why are you still making me take tests and complete assignments. Guess wat, i'm bound to fail the 3 tests coming this week. And i'm pretty sure they'll be pulling me out for remedial which is freaking crappy considering tt i'll be doing barrack orderly duties on Sat. FML. Seriously.

Now i can't even go out and i think the assignment will take forever to complete cos google is just not efficient enough. I need a friend who's a doctor to complete this shit for me now =/

PS: I nearly wanted to post a screen shot of the online assignment but i realised i might get charged for it. Urgh...

SMTI

Oh god oh god, I'm really really missing my hair now.. Damn =/ Can i get it back already? Please... Well, being w/o my crown of glory kinda makes me insecure about everything. Its kinda bad.. Haiz.

For the past month, i've been thinking about getting another Tatt.. FYD was right. Once you get the first one, you can't stop thinking about the second one. Fortunately or Unfortunately, there are a few factors hindering my decision.

I don't have enough money
I'm not sure where to place it
I'm afraid i'll regret it when i'm 50

As some people may know, i've been trying to revocate for the past 2 weeks. But nothing has happened. Damn it. I'm just following the medic course blindly and i'm having a theory test and 2 practical tests next week. Which is kinda deadly since i havnt been paying attention in class neither am i intending to make up for lost time by mugging through my precious weekends. ESPECIALLY since i'm waiting for my revocation. Which means i'd be studying for nothing(well almost). At least i managed to earn myself a CPR cert yesterday. haha.

I'm gonna be stocking up my cupboard in camp with lotsa food =) Then i can skip dinner at SMTI.

Can't decide if i should go clubbing tmr night. Should i stay at home and cut back on my spendings or just go out there and kill myself?

PS: God, work your powers. Please.

Think, what you trying to do to me.

Think think think think think. Nothing to think about. If its not, its not.

JB trip today was awesome. Food galore. Here's the glorious list of food.
1. Charsiew Wanton Roast Duck noodles
2. Baked Char Siew Bun
3. Secret Recipe cake + Long Black
4. Baskin Robbin's pistachio ice cream
5. Kaya balls
6. Awesome hawker meal at Da Ma Hua Yuan (Cereal prawns, stewed sea cucumber, BBQ stingray, Lala, Sambal Kangkong, Orh Jian)
7. Cheng T'ng

Problem is, i'm having a stomachache plus diarrhea now. Haha. Like sis said, the food at Da Ma Hua Yuan is dirty. Bleagh. Message arrived too late. We were back too late too, so i missed my connecting train from Bishan to Paya Lebar. Ended up cabbing home from TPY =/

Can't wait to return to JB soon for more glorious eating escapades. Its like having a rendezvous, so thrilling and refreshing. Haha.

Too bad, couldnt club with Kor for the last time before he MIAs for a year. Damn, that's freaking long! Clubbing's not gonna be the same again =(

PS: Advice has been given. Its my decision and i stand firm to it.

Block Leave

Ok, i havnt blogged in ages! Its finally block leave but time is zooming pass like some hurricane. Damn, i'm not done enjoying my freedom. Its all just begun. My whole week is packed to the brim which was something i did on purpose. Didnt wanna waste any time =)

Monday - Outing with BMT mates, Dinner w Yongdi
Tuesday - Dinner w Macik n Audrey
Wednesday - Bake, Aftn w Kor, Dinner w GFF and BFF
Thursday - Picnic at Botanical Gardens, meet up w Yanru, possibly Ziwei and Audrey.
Friday - Tea w Chee yong, Malacca trip?
Saturday - Malacca?
Sunday - Malacca + set back into reality

Gotta remember to buy a kite and film for my Instax tmr! I'll stab myself to death if i forget.
Very soon i'll be back to the Army, doing things i don't want to do for another 2 yrs before i'm set free. I really really hope i get an awesome job with awesome colleagues otherwise these 2 yrs will be a tough one.

PS: Sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

Vocation School.

WOW, one month has past since my enlistment. Suddenly, i'm not in Tekong anymore, Sembawang camp's my new home for at least 1 more month =( Its so damn far from home man... God bless my next posting for my unit will be near home! My new vocation's gonna be as a medic but i've decided to try to change it during the PC interview. I seriously am not looking forward to needles and bags full of blood =S

Looking back, Tekong days have been a mad rush, Sembawang promises to be far more slack but then again, you never know. The camp's kinda eerie, not really liking it =P But the food seems to be better than in Tekong! Keep up the standards please =D

I'm hoping i get a holiday for hari raya too (long weekend =), although its still my BMT phase... Gonna go on a "Honeymoon part II" with BFF again! Heh... We are such random bitches man! LOL. Craving to go for so many more holidays now, Vietnam, Shanghai, Tokyo are on the top of the list! $$$$$$, come my way!!

I've been eating tonnes of food at every book out. Its kinda getting me worried. Gonna promise myself to eat less in camp from now on, otherwise i wont be able to fit into any of my clothes very soon!

PS: Over again.

Friends

Everyone needs friends. We keep friends for different purposes. Some make you laugh like a mad bitch, some do the things you love doing too, some help you see deeper into your life.

They serve different purposes in your life and are there for a reason. Otherwise, you wouldn't keep them as friends. Its a I use you, You use me equation. Hopefully an equilibrium.

I'm glad to have all these friends with me through life's mysteries, ups and downs. I hope we can continue making use of each other in beneficial ways. Not that i'm superficial but isn't friendship all about giving each other support? =)

PS: Advice should always be cherished.

Labouring on infertile soil

Imagine you are a farmer, u work really hard in ure field, planting, sowing, ploughing the land everyday for some time. U have a picture of a flourishing harvest in your mind. You know that as long as you work hard enough, the seeds and seedlings will soon grow into beautiful crops that u can admire and bring u some form of profit. Maybe an intangible benefit, a feel good factor. The seedlings are growing well and ure hopes get higher. "My dear crops are gonna reach maturity soon!" Finally, after such a long time of farming, u feel that this might actually be a successful harvest..

In the midst of basking in ure own joy, the seller of the seeds pays u a visit. He informs you that the seeds are defective and he cant guarantee that they will reach maturity. U suddenly feel your heart sink. U feel lost and sick in e stomach. U think to yourself, "Why? Why wasn't i notified earlier? Why am i only notified now? After i've worked so hard in my field and havebeen given all these false hopes!". And then u start thinking,

Should i continue fertilising and watering my dear crops in good hope that they will grow up strong enough to be harvested? afterall the seller did say they still have a chance of flourishing!

Or should i give up on these uncertain seedlings because even if i continue with my efforts, my efforts will come to naught if these seeds are indeed defective and might never ever reach maturity. But i've already developed a strong attachment to these seedlings, after all, i've alrdy been nursing them for a considerable amount of time.

Or should i continue farming these seeds half heartedly while putting the other half of my efforts on a new batch of seeds? But this seems unfair since there's still a chance for the seedlings to mature and imagine how neglected an cheated on the seedlings would feel..

My dear readers, out of these 3 options, which would u choose and why? I dont care if u r a good friend or acquaintance or a total stranger reading this. The farmer needs help.. Please commet on my tagboard. Thank you. Feel free to share other solutions to this problem too.

PS: No, this was not copied from some website. I wrote it.

Befriending a Troll.

Zokie, Ryhn's gg off to Ho Chi Minh tmr! But there's ZERO holiday mood.. Like WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY is this happening? Is it because i have no one to share that excitement with? DAMN. On a side note, thanks to my doting mother and granny, the cost of my trip was magically covered for. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. IKR. Dont be jealous, Heh...

Just done packing my bag, which i am positive is not fuly packed yet! There will definitely be some stuff i left out or whatever. Hate this! I shall continue with the packing tmr =) After much deliberation, i've decided not to bring my lappy along. And i will not be in contact with anyone in SG other than my family just so they know tt i'm alright. THIS IS SO COOL. My main worry now is the hotel room and having to live in it myself. OMG. Gross. As much as i wish they rmbred to upgrade me to e bigger room, i'm also jitterey about the oversized bed and balcony. STRESSED.

I hope i find stuff to do there =/ I mean meals cant take up THAT much of my time.. Otherwise i'll probly take lots and lots of naps! Spruce myself up for NS =D

PS: Crazy woman screaming under my block. Sounds like a duck. Lol.

Insomnia

Ok, being Gemini is driving me crazy. I hate the character of Geminis. Thinking excessively being one of the most detestable traits. Being vulnerable with a tough exterior is another. Somehow our fickleness doesnt materialise in matters of the heart. Life's a bitch. Ryhn can't sleep, he's gonna get massive eye bags tmr. He can't do anything about it. Clarin's eye depuff doesnt help anymore. WTF.

Cant wait to chit chat with Kai ling tmr, hope its as fun as the last time we met. Chatting with Kai ling always makes me feel so comforted. HTHT!

I love drinking tea, although i have no idea how to appreciate tea but that warm soothing aroma and texture diffusing in your mouth and nose is purely orgasmic..

PS: Elastic Love.

Chameleon

I'm feeling so nonchalant today... Cant be bothered bout anything. I just feel like keeping to myself and not talk to anyone. No one and nothing is getting me excited anymore. Damn, is this the cursed life of a vegetarian diet? Everything becomes mellow.

Mind Blog

I think i'm kinda back to blogging =) 2nd post in a day! That hasnt happened in a while.. Suddenly, i'm lost for words again. Hmmm.

Ok, i'm extremely excited for my vietnam trip! Cant wait to live like royalty and do anything i want based on my own decisions =D I hope i make some fun ridiculously sensible decisions to spice up e trip! Then again, i hope i dont get robbed or lose my passport etc etc choy choy choy stuff.... No one is gonna be there to save me man!

Listening to The Carpenters now, Karen's voice is so soothing =) Cant wait to reach home to get some rest, gawd, i hate tmr otherwise known as saturdays.. Busy like a bumblebee.

PS: Do bumblebees make honey?

I said No, No, No.

Just when i thought that everything was gonna be monotonous n flat until 2Aug, something just HAD to pop up to catch me by surprise. I really hate to repeat this vicious cycle but i cant help being sucked into it. My resistance level is as low as a basement carpark. Call me silly, i cant help it. Am i really that desperate to plunge into things so easily? I hope i dont get hit hard again. Cant take e double blow from torturous NS and affairs of e heart. I need more friends to occupy my mind. Dear friends, please ask me out! Thank you! Speaking of which, i'm supposed to plan e next aston's outing w tiff jie, audrey cousin and rachel macik. We're so twisted. Totally. Lol.


Sorted out my breakfast tmr =) Gonna make a call to mummy in the morning to order my breakfast! Beehoon w curry veg n tau foo. I'm gonna be a vegetarian till saturday.. Need to accumulate some good karma! Haha.

PS: If its destined to end, it better end quick. No draggy draggies!

Weary weary tired

I hate it when i wake up early involuntarily. Like i dont understand why i would wake up earlier when i actually slept later the night before. Life sucks. I love whining on my blog cos the blog cant close its ears or act like its not free to listen to me rant. I think everyone with a blog is guilty of tt. So my friends should thank my blog cos its acting as their substitute =) No one in this world would be willing to listen to anyone whine n rant about their life forever. I'm learning to do tt in moderation!

Lost my wallet on Saturday. Damn shitty. Gross! They say u get something back when u lose something (something like karma i guess). That something else i'm gonna get better be awesome!

I really dont like to write in IMMACULATE english on my blog. Life is tedious enough, no point doing proof checking for your own space.

As usual, i'm mentioning randomn points in one single posts. Tts so me. haha.

PS: There's only tt many pple u can trust.

Wake up, Ryhn!

I'm really not interested in all that dating shit anymore. I'll live life as it is and live it for myself! WORK WORK WORK! Earn money, save money and enjoy myself in HCM in July! Wooooooooooooooooooooooots! All these revelations i got, were received from clubbing last night. Seeing my friend breakdown, noticing how its no longer all that much fun anymore. Seeing my fren breakdown really knocked some sense into me. Its not worth getting into a r/s when u end up not being able to let go. Its scary. I'm not gonna club so i can save my money up for better uses..

SO today, i bought a air tix to HCM on a whim just bought my travel insurance. Waiting for the hotel to respond to my email. Gonna head to e library to borrow a guidebook tmr =) I hope its gonna be fun to travel alone. Never tried that before! haha.

Lots of meet ups coming on this week, chit chat w kai ling, dim sum w yanru, SATC n ramen w CYC. I think e SATC and Ramen combo might be a little too ambitious, not positive that its gonna work out. Lol.

Looking forward to my pay this weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! Must save up some of it for HCM and Genting so that i can live like a King for a week. Fancy a king travelling on a budget airline! Lol.

PS: Shorts galore!

Sunday Morning

Sunday mornings with a hangover. I think my life is so screwed up. I'm kind of leading my life in a weird way. I want to do what i want to do but i do it differently. Its like meeting the stereotype halfway. I'm just weird lah..

I'm always attracting the wrong type of prospects. Maybe its because i look that way, so they assume i'm like them. Well, i play, but nothing more. I need to stop being emotional.

Anyways, i'm fucking hungry nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Craving for McDonald's like totally!

I seriously think i'm a computer idiot cause i dont even know how to change my blog song. It doesn't even work now loh. WTH. Can someone be nice and help me please? I really really wanna change it to Christina's "I Am". Fell in love with it the first time i heard it.

PS: Time to go pai pai for a change in luck!

Me, myself & I

If i didnt have to work today, i'd be at Choupinette alone. Spending my day with a book in hand and indulging in all those sinful energy providers (of course). I'm feeling vry down and lonely today, dont know why.. I'm sure its not because of any person. Its just a general feeling. That feeling of emptiness and having no sense of direction. Then again, it might be due to the many chain of events recently tts putting me in a not-so-happy state.. Well, life will work itself out somehow i guess.     P/S: Fate fate fate.. Come to me please =(

Piss you off!

I'm listening to Kelis's new album now, 22nd Century. I'm starting to love dance tracks now. Not like those mm tsk mm tsk ones like Tarzan and Jane. Those are a little over the top. I'm more of a fan of David Guetta's music. I really hope Kelly Rowland decides to go the dance route too, i would definitely buy her album!

Well, my personal life is gg for another turn this time but i've decided to be stronger and not allow myself to be disposable. Wats the use of being bothered by someone who doesn't bother about you right?

Went out with yong di n alrik last night! OMG, i love my trio time. Its just so much more real, intimate and efficient. We can say watever we want, do impromptu stuff and alrik has a car. SHIOKZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX!

I'm now still undecided if i should have only a pint of B&J for lunch or have maggi along with it too =/ Dinner tonight with sis n her bf at Le Bistrot! Free somemore, ROX MAN! Heading off to Zirca with CYC after tt, i think.

PS: I need to be stronger and BAD, like Kelis!

I'm freaking damn weak

I dont know why i choose to believe lies or choose to believe in the impossible. Whichever is it, only god knows. Although i applaud my courage sometimes but such courage can also be fucking silly. Reminds me of Rihanna's song..

In any case, if the opp doesnt care then i shouldnt either. Life sucks but the only way is to suck life back. I hate my ego and how i find it hard to pour my problems out to people when i know i need to. One day i'll go crazy and just die. I'm sure this incident won't kill me but someday, somethign else would. Its gonna be just that way. Don't dabble.

Right now, i just wanna go on a holiday but i obviously can't, since i'm working.. And i need money to live. I just might buy an air tix to vietnam on impulse for July. But that's kind of retarded since by right, i should get over this mini turned huge fiasco by my Birthday. Oh, my birthday better not be a lousy one otherwise my life is really fucked up. MAJOR.

I thank my frens for being there to ask wats happening. I may not tell y'all everything but trust me, i really want to. And knowing tt y'all care enough to ask is good enough for me. LOVES.

PS: I will not let tears cloud my eyes, cos that is defeat in your eyes.

Got it, lost it.

A bullshit week this is, went from a peak to a sudden gorge. Life sucks in essence. Anyways, moving on once again just as i thought life was turning for the better..

Waiting for my dear pay! Please please, i need money badly. I'm once again at the stage of wanting to retire from clubs for at least a while. Sick of it alrdy and nothing good comes out of it. Especially after unfortunate events. Wonder wat friday would turn out to be like =/

Shopped at Zipia this morning, gonna continue with ASOS tmr n tues night! Once again, throwing my pay to shopping then start to regret like approximately one month from nowwwwwwwwwww.

Went out with besties to town today. Town seriously sux! Fucking boring, nearly fainted from boredom. U two! We should go museum hopping one day, can comment on stupid and nonsensical pieces.
Followed by dinner with CYC at Greenhouse, shiokx, nearly died of bloatedness, i couldnt walk after tt. Every step seriously took my breath away. Every burp was like raising my chest to my head. Its worse than 10 graveyards, seriously. Lol.

Lastly, i would like to thank my frens for making feel like i have frens. LOVE Y'ALL MUCH!

PS: Will tmr be a better day?

Peach blossoms.

Its been some time since i felt like blogging i think.. today's a gloomy tuesday, sky's dark, cafe's empty except for one table. These sort of things get me depressed n thinking about life. I think its like that for everyone right? I've also realised tt i'm addicted to clubbing and my bones are itching madly now cos i didnt club for e whole of last week! God, please let tmr be fun! Please please please! I hope e pple at butter havnt gotten stricter on guys drinking lady's free drinks =P  And i'm hoping tt SOMEONE who doesnt read my blog will go but somehow, i doubt so..                                                                                             PS:  I might lose. 

Tuesday Morning

Woke up too early NOT feeling like P. Diddy. Gotta go do some stuff to brighten myself up ltr! This week's probly gonna be a busy week. Meet ups, extended opening hours (hope my pay extends too) and hopefully something more =)

It feels right yet wrong, i dont know who to talk to cos i hate to be bored to tears by pple with the same issues. Haiz.. Sometimes i think i can make pple laugh but i suck as a story teller, thats where my self inferiority complex kicks in. Damn. When the eyes are on me while i'm speaking.

My skin is drying up like crap, even crabtree & evelyn cant save me. Its been like this since Vietnam, even Shanghai wasnt so harsh on me..

Anyways, my ASOS stuff are finally coming in 15mins! According to the deliveryman.. But who trusts them =/

PS: I hope things are really turning for the better..

Weekenderlistic

Having that few hours of fun then leave myself feeling empty afterwards. I dont know if its worth it but i'd rather let it be.

I need to find new songs to upload to my phone, the songs are getting so boring that i'd rather not listen to anything. Its irritating that there's no radio airwaves in the MRT's underground tracks. Damn. But i'm always laughing to myself like an idiot when i listen to radio outside.

I'm gonna be a good boy for these few weekdays and "wakeup-go work-go home-bathe-sleep". I try ok! I TRY.

Went out with CYC for Jap buffet at IKOI, Miramar Hotel. It was not bad but the first time that i didnt stuff myseld to my limit at a buffet, SO PROUD OF ME =) Went for YAMI Yogurt after tt then went home. ONE MINUTE after i step into my hse, Johan Mummy calls to jio me to club. NAISE one, in e end i went. Such a nice fren, i am! Only when i reached home at 4.45am did i realise that my keys were with Johan, had to sit outside my hse and wait for 30mins before my maid finally came home from the market. Damn gross, good thing no neighbours walked passed. A drunk neighbour sitting at his doorstep is a not a GLAM sight to behold.

Sunday was spent with lots of food! Had my Grandma's fantastic Curry Chicken, i really loved it. Gonna have e leftovers for breakfast tmr =) Hope i dont get a stomach upset.. Then met Yanz and Eunice for Brunch at Sidewalk Tavern, had a big breakfast with poached eggs! Yum Yum! Had ice cream chef too, followed by dinner with the Family at Naive, a vegetarian restaurant at Katong, the food is actually quite good. At least of a higher standard than Kopitiam vegetarian tze char.

PS: Just a little bit more.

Whim

Suddenly had a thought to blog =) I've been having the constant evaluation of how to spend my pay. Should i do the laser rejuvenation? Should i save up and go on a trip alone in July? Should i splurge on food and clothes? Should i save up the money and do the laser after NS? So many many other permutations to consider. Why do i even have to choose, all i need is more money. Tough luck!

Meanwhile, i'm trying to schedule out my timetableto find time for Swensens Ice cream buffet, dinner at Choupinette and Jap buffet. I'm also on the lookout for plain tees that can hide my triangular body shape (not the inverse triangle, i would be more than happy to flaunt it, if so).

Seems like some of my friends have received their enlistment letters for June enlistment which means my July would be kind of boring (therefore the proposition of a trip alone).

I'm still trying to convince myself to train some arms forthe sake of not looking so skinny.. I'm not skinny, its juz because i have skinny arms. I know girls out there who envy my arms, i dont mind an exchange. Seriously.

Went out in aftn with the Marists. It was fun to have a reunion, making lots of noise like rah rah secondary sch boys and annoying the people ard us. THE GOOD OLD DAYS. After that, headed to Peanuts hse to slack, watch tv, eat frozen yogurt and chips. Then off to Simpang for a late dinner. Beehoon Goreng Thai rox my socks!

PS: I never knew i was sentimental. I need some divine intervention.

Lucky lucky yesterday!

YESTERDAY WAS PROBABLY THE LUCKIEST DAY OF THE YEAR. FIRST, I MYSTERIOUSLY FOUND A $50 NOTE IN MY VIETNAM WALLET. I THINK I CHANGED DONG FOR EUNICE AND TT WAS E MONEY SHE GAVE IN EXCHANGE BUT I FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT. WINZ. THEN I GOT MY FREE HAIRCUT COS MY BOSSES WERE CUTTING THEIR HAIR TOO. AND THERE WERE LOTS, LOTS OF EYE CANDIES IN SHAW YESTERDAY, I DUNNO WHY. LIKE OUT OF THE BLUE THEY DECIDED TO COME TO SHAW TOGETHER. THEN AT NIGHT, WE HAD SHIQI'S BDAY DINNER AT PARCO. THE CASHIER MISSED OUT 1 SET OF RAMEN, SO WE ALL HAD LIKE A 20 PERCENT DISCOUNT. ROX! THOUGH I HAVE A FEELING BAD LUCK WILL STRIKE TODAY. TTS WAT HAPPENS WHEN TOO MUCH GOOD STUFF HAPPENS TO U AT ONCE.    PS: STREAK CONTINUE PLEASE!

Food, why oh why.

I'm having a great dilemma now of whether to have a French bistro dinner this week and live with a slimmer wallet or subdue my cravings and just go for the durian dessert buffet next Monday with Aron and Chee Yong.. I wish i had so much money that i would never have to weigh my options like that.

As most of you might know by now, i get quite alot of free time after lunch hours at the cafe i'm working at. In order to prevent myself from becoming blunt and stupid, I visited the library today to borrow two books to read. I had to make a new library card too cos i lost mine in Primary school. Paid $5, hopefully for a more enriched me =)

PS: I want perfect skin!

HAPPY HAPPY

I'm so happy for my best friend, CONGRATULATIONS! But i'm so sad about my own life. Sian. Am i EVER gonna be in luck? Like seriously.. Its been too long.

Anyways, i'm in love with brunch now! Food food food please =) Gonna source new places to gorge and more foodie frens (who are willing to spend) too..

PS: Miles awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

After Viet

I'm a little retarded and slow in my movements after my trip. Still in holiday mode i guess. I'm so easily tired, must be all those cafe retreats in the afternoons. I can't wait to get my pay so i can SPEND. Thats what i do best =)

Out of the blue, I'm granted free staff meals everyday! Tres jolie! Free meals are like the best things in the world to me. Especially when I get real food, if it were McDonalds then no thank you.. I wonder when i'll get sick of the food though.

I've decided that maybe i should really stop clubbing and work everyday then go out for good meals on Sundays to reward myself. Sounds like a good enough life for me!

PS: More luck from Cupid please.

Viet!

Hi pple! Blogging from vietnam with my phone using free wifi. hehe. First night here and bot some good stuff! Cant wait to cont. shopping tmr =)  And of COURSE LOOKING FORWARD TO GOOD FOOD TMR.. PHONE'S A LITTLE CRAZY NOW, UNCONTROLABLE CAPS. MADNESS. BLOG AGAIN TMR.  PS: LANGUAGE BARRIER SUCKS.

I'm extremely tired but i couldn't resist not uploading pictures of my super cute Parmesan Biscuits =)

Its 1.30am and i'm finally done baking those pesky biscuits. All thanks to a sudden urge to bake today while flipping through the Marie Claire cookbook at work.

PS: Should I or Should I not?

Oh, people!

Work is quite enjoyable =) Caramel's a nice place, the people are nice except i still havnt gotten used to taking orders, i keep understanding wat people say wrongly. Damn. Thats wat happens when u think too much.

Everytime my boss bakes something, i can secretly hope that one of it fails or something. Then i get to eat the disfigured one! Trust me, they still taste DAMN GOOD. I had a Choco Banana cupcake and lemon sponge cake today. Before i left for home, my boss offered me a tiramisu but i was too lazy to stay back to eat so i decided to reject. It looked so tempting though =/

While my boss was away at the toilet, i decided to take a picture of the cafe secretly to save myself some open embarrasment. Right at the moment my flash went off and "ka-chak" came in, my boss stepped into the cafe. NAISE. I decided to act like it was nothing while he gloated bout me wanting to take a picture of his cafe. I guess i made his day. lol.

Everything about my job makes me love it, except my propensity to break things (which hasn't happened but is bound to) and sore legs. OMG, i need to learn to sit down instead of standing up all e time.

PS: I hope i don't get jaded of my job!

Fuck fuck fuck

I'm thinking too much again. Die, thats the worst thing that can happen to me! Am i the only one who loves to think in advance, like imagine how everything is gg to be if things go on smoothly? It always leaves me in dismay. Maybe if i stop thinking one day, i might lead a happier life.

Baking cupcakes later! OMG, i miss the oooooooooooomph factor from fresh-from-the-oven Bailey's cupcakes, HIT ME! Gonna meet eunice and peanut ltr, lucky them, they'll get some cuppies ;)

Starting work on Monday! Finally i found someone willing to hire me. Guys, i'll be at Caramel Café from Monday to Saturday, come look for me when you're really bored and hungry. Its a whimsical quaint place with to die for desserts (i heard).

PS: My maid likes to clean the toilet when i feel like shitting.

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

Met up with the Shanghai peeps yesterday. I extrememly love talking to my friends in small groups. It makes everything so much more enjoyable, heart to heart and relevant. If someone paid me to sit down and talk for the whole day, i could probably claim OT.

PS: I need a job now. BADLY. Please please please please!

Nostalgia

The random outing today reminded me of those silly sec sch days. Going out to town with your best friends indulging in small treats and window shopping. Small talk while walking, joking bout those things that u are never sick of repeating. Listening to new jokes, catching up. I like them. I'm a clique-ish person, no doubt!

No, i didnt get the job at Wing Tai. That means MORE job hunting! God, please please please help me. I'm kinda desperate alrdy.

Picnic with 2M02 at Botanic Gardens tmr! I seem to be going to Bukit Timah every week, I wish I lived there.. Anyways, prepared Mushroom Chicken Sandwiches for tmr, ok, more like i'm PLANNING to prepare, the ingredients are in my fridge just havn't got to doing it. Hope they turn out well!
The Bailey's Chocolate Cupcakes i baked last night turned out well. HAPPY =) Bailey's just adds so much flavour to the cupcakes and its a great way to finish it since its so fattening. Share the good stuff!

Gonna meet some of the peeps in sch for lunch tmr, collect transcripts and head down to Botanic Gardens. Just thinking bout the going home part leaves me with this face -> =/

PS: Let fate be kind to me.

Amazement

Sometimes i'm just so amazed at God's powers. Although i'm not a Christian or Catholic, i've been trained since young (catholic schools) to pray to God when i need help and i've definitely been doing so. As far as i can remember, my prayers (if made sincerely) have been answered. It's just miraculous!

However, i've also promised myself not to commit myself solely to any religion until the day i have really grown up and know what i want. I still love my Taoist and Buddhist gods as much now =)

For now, i'm waiting for Wing Tai to call me back with good news! If they don't call me back by Friday, that means they won't be hiring me. Then i'll have to go for more interviews =( MAN, GIMME A BREAK AND JUST HIRE ME ALRDY!

PS: DIM SUM DIM SUM DIM SUM! Nick, faster come back! hahaha.

Hello Wello

I think its the 2nd time i'm using this heading for a post =) Quick fact: All my headings/titles are taught up impromptu, wateva phrases come to my mind first, they usually do not represent anything in particular.

As i had been for the past month, I FRANTICALLY NEED A JOB for Peter Pan's sake. I am freaking broke now, only have $6 left and living on $120 credit cos i havnt paid my aunt for my air tix and she's in India for one month week so i dont have to pay her immediately. Now i have to worry about entertainment expenses and trip expenses at e end of the month. How am i gonna live!!

Gonna start going to the gym with Eunice beginning this week. Hope we stick through it till forever! haha.

Watching Alice with yong di, alrik and gang ltr. Gang because i dont know who's gg. Yong di's events are always ambiguous, he never lets you know e full details unless u ask. I on the other hand am TOO particular which makes my life a bitch.

I am trying to constantly remind myself to buy the papers tmr for the Wing Tai walk-in interview ad posting. Its gonna be on tues and i do hope they hire me ASAP even though i need to go to viet at e end of the month. I wanna work like a cow, turn into a workaholic with no frens and only a BIG FAT BANK ACCNT =)

PS: Just do it alrdy! Wait wait wait and nothing happens..

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

I think i've finally gotten over clubbing. Dont feel like clubbing anymore, kinda jaded already. Die, OLD alrdy. And coffee DOES NOT wake me up, yanz eunice and i had a caffeine overdose last night. Gross! lol.

I really really really need to get a job now before i go bankrupt, still need lots of reserves for Viet and my possible treatment =) Job hunting tmr, lunch and desserts of tues, Chee yong's showcase on wed, Lunch with Limcy and Aron on thurs, Friday is still a great unknown. OMG, GIMME MONEY! I need to win TOTO too, i'll buy it tmr!

PS: I need to start gyming!

CSP Course

Its been 2 days into the Certified Service Professional course! I'm glad i took up the course on impulse cos at least i'm doing something now rather than camping at Facebook for the whole day.I must say that the course is quite enriching but the instructor is really very unclear with her instructions and she has serious problems understanding what her students do and say. Weird.

Well well, i hope this course increases my chances of getting a job. SPRINGFIELD STILL HASNT CALLED! I'm gonna start job hunting again with Bro next monday if things dont work out. I guess it means i probly gotta work in town =( Imagine all the travelling. Urghhhhhhhhhhhh.

Its gonna be Wednesday tmr, once Wed is over, the rest of the week flies pass too! Cant wait for that to happen. Hope i have a glorious weekend =D Friday will be graduation day from the course, let it be a satisfactory accomplishment please!

PS: Why do i always fall into it so easily?

8th day of CNY

CNY money pathetically little this year. I'm DEAD. Ho Chi Minh in March =D But i dont have money yet =/ How liddat?

I need to get a job. SPRINGFIELD, CALL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Outings have been fun *wink*. HAHAHA.

I've signed up for a course with IRS, its gonna be a week long, everyday from 9-6pm. Tiring mannnnnnnnnnnnn. Hope its worth it! And i had to pay for it when i dont have money alrdy. WTH.

Gg out for dinner on monday for CYC's bday. North Indian food! SHIOKX. Wonder wat got him into the mood..

Lots of things to do, too lazy, no time. Life life life.

PS: Complicated stuff. Solve it for me. Thanks.

4th Day of CNY

Well well well, its the 4th day of CNY alrdy! This year's CNY came with a little surprise but its still fine so far..

Cant wait for it to end then i can resume life again as an almost normal teenager. YEAH! Ok ok ok, firstly, i would need to feed me-self some good food. Then i would need to search for CHEAP air tix to Ho Chi Minh =) HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!(hopefully)

I hope my CNY money doesnt run out too quickly this year. GOD bless! And i would need to get a job soon to sustain my disgusting spending habits.

PS: I like to speak in threes. Its called a speech pattern.

Whataya Want From Me

Having massive ear worms for Whataya Want From Me. Great Song =D

Crazy entre test today, inhumane. Which idiot can answer those retarded questions! Might not even score full marks if they made it an open book test. Took pics with the Shanghai gang after the test, reminded me alot of the Shanghai days. DAMN, i miss them all. Truth or Dare sessions were fun. haha.

Can't wait for everything to end and party on Wed, let it be fun! PLEASE!

Attempting to complete my Global IJ now. Idiot, why did it have to placed at the end. Its like holiday mode alrdy..

Went to SPRINGFIELD at Tampines One today to apply for a job. I need a job soon. Epic Broke nowwwwwwwwwwwww. Rise & Fall.

PS: Maybe i've gotten over clubbing finally?

Glitter In The Air

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone?
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

The most meaningful lyrics from a popstar in a long time.

Life gets low when u feel like you have no one to fall back on. I don't want it to be the same when i'm 80.

PS: I don't feel like sleeping yet.

brEYEght

I think i'm at a saturation point for reports. GODDAM IT. so disgusting. IMCick of this.

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I dont have a choice. Gotta stick with it and i hope i find some inspiration to write. Otherwise, me die! Four presentations next week which means our reports have to be concluded by then. How disgusting is tt man?

I feel like clubbing. Very long never play alrdy. lol. *nevertheless*

PS: Happy Birthday Yanru!

Busy Life

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GOSH! And to think that this is only the beginning.. Juz had a discussion with my mum, no more new year clothes this CNY. No point lah, no time to shop either and my mum assured me that nothing bad will happen juz becos i didnt wear new clothes. lol.

Project meeting in sch today for 12hours. urgh. disgusting. whenever i think about all e things i have to do this week, i shudder in fear.

Dinner with Yanz and Peanut yesterday. MAD FOR GARLIC! and Rochor tau hway, fat like free! Reminded me of China's tau hway. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. smooth like a baby's backside..

PS: Random update, forgive me =)

Time after time

Why is time passing so quickly this morning? Its inhumane.. I'm not memorising my global marketing notes and i'm not in the mood to do so. I'm wasting time blogging on my phone at T3 burger king. BK never fails to give me a stomach upset.. but i feel cleaner now(after some output)..                                       HOPE I DO WELL FOR E PAPER LATER!                                                                                                                                       PS: I need to stop eating..

I didnt wake up to an alarm

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...

I just had a MEGA HUGE box of bee hoon from dearest mother. She really thinks i'm a pig even after i told her "yi dian mi fen jiu hao". But it was deli as usual!

I'm gonna visit my Dermatologist later to hopefully get a satisfactory excuse letter for NS and NAPFA. Well, before i mention the NS letter, i will enquire about a whole range of skin treatments to establish the fact that i could be a long term consumer of his specialist services. Therefore, he should not do anything to piss me off, which includes a letter that says my skin condition is STABLE. God bless he knows what to do..

Things to do today include:
1. Brushing up the IMC report
2. Pray to god that Yanru and Ji Jie will not send me anything to do for reports
3. Starbucks for dinner?
4. Something from Polar puffs & cakes
5. I dont know yet..

PS: Cant wait for Issey =)

Happy Birthday BSDFBF!

Went to MAD FOR GARLIC to celebrate Yong di's Bday last night with the band people. I just realised i'm the only one in there who can't play any instrument more sophisticated than a recorder..

Anyways, the food was good, prices were a little on the steep side especially since i'm on a budget spree now. I freaking need to be rich again! Hope the economic recovery shows in better ang pow income this year *PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE*

We ordered 2 sets of "4 pax set dinners" and shared it among 7 of us. Lots of food to go around! Oh, mad for garlic has eye candies too. Satisfy your stomach while feasting with your eyes, people ;)

Well as the name suggests, everything there is topped liberally with fried or baked garlic slices but the amazing thing is there is no after taste. COOL. Perfect for any of you couples out there.

Well, after dinner, Yong di was dissatisfied about not having a candle to blow on his Bday so Darren, Dick and I followed him to Swensens for a Birthday Firehouse and he treated us to a combined Firehouse plus topless 5! It ended up looking like an Earthquake.. Well the waiter was really nice to at least accomodate to us, so THANK YOU =)

GOD, this is a really messy post, hope you guys can even understand what i'm writing..

PS: Time to start on a never ending report!

Simply Busy

Well, our projects havnt been progressing fast enough. The tutors are dissatisfied about our work and yet i'm still blogging. lol. We had our focus group today, we are conducting it kinda late into the semester but i'm still glad we did it eventually.

Gonna start on my Entrepreneurship Report then i'm gonna chiong the IMC report starting from tmr till Sunday and hopefully finish 10 pages by then =/
Wish me luck peeps!

PS: Invisibility is the best medicine ;)

Vibes

I'm doing my Strategic marketing IJ in the school lab now. Cascada - Evacuate The Dancefloor is playing on my phone. GOD! I feel like clubbingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. BUT NO! Ryhn, you need to save money!

Went for my frist Ultimate Frisbee Clinic yesterday. SUPER FUN. But as usual, i suck at team-strategic games.. I gotta revise it in my head while i bathe. You see, tts my only free time. Other than that, its "focus group, research, campaigns, reports, IJs" in my mind. damn.. I gotta look at how they play on the field, my throwing sucks too. lol. And for some reason, i cant catch the disc during the game, but out of the game, i seem to do fairly well. dunno why. lol. But in any case, this is a good chance for me to get rid of my phobia of fast flying objects! Running like a mad man on the field makes me feel human again.

Hope the next clinic session's gonna be as fun =)

Went jogging with Peanut and Yanz the day before. Run for 1 hour, talk for 2 hours. Typical things i do =P Gonna meet yanz ltr to run again. Gonna make sure she really jogs this time instead of brisk walking..

PS: Doing strategic marketing IJ is like valuating a piece of abstract art..

First post of 2010

God! I've been neglecting this space like nobody's business. lol. After hearing some complaints of a DEAD blog, i've decided to revive it. I mean, i do need a place to rant sometimes. Friends can lend a listening ear but dont abuse their poor ears hoh?

Well, lots have happened in the past week. Lots of drama from not only myself but my friends. Some really exciting stuff and goddam secrets that i would NEVER believe if they didn't come from a trusted source. LIKE OH MY GOD quality material.

The problems of my own are mainly caused by being an emotional idiot at many points in time. So i should learn to place my focus on more important stuff like Individual Jounals and the Reports. Instead of embroiling myself in uneccessary nonsense. Why make life more complicated than it is? If it is bound to come, it WILL come.

I am currently super poor now, i have no idea how i managed to splurge all my internship pay away in ONE month. Although i'm quite positive at least 1/4 of it went to clubs. BITCH! But nvm nvm, at least they were entertaining.

I'm gonna attempt to change my blog song now to signify a new era, if it doesnt work out then too bad. I'm a tech idiot..

PS: I've decided to stop clubbing till after all the report submissions! =)